Well I knew today was going to be hard, and it was. Surprisingly I cried more yesterday as I remember how ill she was those remaining hours and the pain, not the relief and stillness almost carm afterwards.
We took the boys out for the day to Wonderland in Telford and Ed enjoyed himself, Harry just watched! But the best bit was Harry called me Mummy for the first time! As he is only just 8 months old I was very pleased.
Just ordered myself the Lily with Kitten, plus a few other bits from Donna at Crafty Kraft to cheer myself up, think I deserve it, don't you?